Please don’t take my post too seriously. I don’t feel bad, just a bit weird.

We are going from open towards a bit more poly so it still feels a bit new. I encouraged him to date her because they both wanted it for so long, and i have been dating (hooking up) more than him lately.

She lives a block away and i don’t have anything to do. I also don’t feel like catching up with friends, because i have been having so much social contacts already lately and i’m tired. It just feels a bit strange that i’m at home alone and they are fucking, cuddling and sleeping together. This is maybe the 3rd time this ever happened and mostly i do have some distraction.

What do you do to spend some quality time, and how do you deal with that if things feel a bit strange? It’s no big deal but i am curious.