Hey all, I am a trans girl here.

I think growing up, I had a thing for bigger groups in a relationship sense, but I always attributed that to a male sexuality and wanting to be the one guy with multiple partners. I don't think I would see it as anything else.

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Last few days though, I have been trying to understand if I am poly or not and have been going through the top posts to just try and see how relatable the posts are to me.

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I found that a lot of "My partner's partner" posts aren't for me, and I don't think that in an insecurity sense, more like I wouldn't be too comfortable with this third partner if it isn't me. I think that is just it?

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But then a form of triad group dynamic where everyone is interested in everyone does sound like something I would enjoy. I don't even know if that is a poly thing, since most of the subreddit seems to be about the former. Or even some form of pure anarchy like a frat house of a poly relationship. Yeah that sounds like something I have been thinking of for a while.

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IDK, I'm probably going to get downvoted since I don't even know what I am doing or asking here. But I'll probably leave this post up for a while before deleting.