I have been dating a polyamorus person for almost 3 years. I live with and care for them very deeply. When we started our relationship it was mostly just us in the beginning (on account on a previous relationship ending, one that ended while we were already dating) so I knew she had the capacity for other relationships, to which I've always respected. But now she's been exploring other partners and while I feel on a logical level I can respect it, there's a deep rooted jealousy and I anger I feel towards her partners. Now, for context all of her relations run parallel to each other, that means contact is kept at a minimum. (Crossing paths or polite public encounters) it's how she prefers to keep it. She has assured me that she has feeling towards me that doesn't correlate to the feelings she has to other partners and despite my own logical grasp of our relationship structure, I seem to always feel sad, angry, jealous etc when her other partners over take potential time we could have together. This is further layered with recent evaluations of our relationship which haven't been positive. So really, it feel very much in my head. For anyone that has taken the time to read this: what are you thoughts? Are my emotions just out of whack or am I not listening to my instincts?

Thanks for reading!