I’ve always had this feeling that something wasn’t right. All the red flags were there, the years of abuse and manipulation . The gut feeling that I’m being used. So, a few months ago I finally got the first shred of rock solid proof I wasn’t crazy, I wasn’t mentally insane like she said I was. Stored messages in her computer from her ex going over a year and a half span right after marriage and before.

There’s always been signs, clues, messages. And then there was her abuse, excuses, downplaying, and lies. The problem now is, I have audio clips going back to February of her and another man in the house. Which she denies and tries to manipulate her way around even talking about it. She says she can’t hear anything. I’m torn. How does a person treat someone so poorly? Why? I figure she sees I’ve always let things go and continue on that she wants to keep this lifestyle.

Being that she hasn’t ever worked and is a stay at home mom/ housewife I’d think she’d appreciate the situation and come to terms with making things right. Talking about what happened and get over the hump. She wants to go see a marriage counselor just to have them listen to the audio and make a decision on who is right. She wants to go to the neighbors and pull them into this shit. I’ve had 3 people listen to the clips and they hear same as what I hear. My daughter, her, and a man’s voice.

I won’t get into the details of what all went on in these clips, but will say my daughter did get hurt with a bruise and cut on her arm. When I got home after the last incident and asked what happened she said she fell. I at the time was unaware of what took place as well and found out a week or so later after reviewing the security camera footage.She’s 7 she’s been scared into not talking about things, she has been brainwashed and what I say is mental abuse. She’s never going to be right after what this woman has done to her. And her ap scares her as well into not telling me things, it’s on the clips. They are fucking this little girls life up. She’s going to have so many issues down the road as an adult, why can’t those lowlife people realize that. It’s disgusting.

I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to hear the truth and be done with it. This is a small summary of the pain and suffering that I’ve experienced in my relationship with this person, so many horrible things that I could recall on. But I always tried to maintain the positive energy that keeps things moving. I just can’t seem to find that anywhere anymore. All the deceiving things, all the lies have broken my spirit and the want for this family.