Me (M26) and my partner (M34) has been together for almost 6 months together and under one roof. Through various arguments, misunderstandings, and so on and so fort. But it feels like he doesn’t find me attractive anymore

He hugs me almost every morning whenever he wakes up first and that I absolutely appreciate and grateful for.

I’m an emotional wreck and well a “twink” so to speak and hitting the gym to be more healthier. Yes I overthink a lot, because I care way more than I should.

He doesn’t talk about that much about planning our future together, yes he opens up slowly and he’s getting comfortable with me, but he’s closeted.

Whenever we argue sometimes he just cuts me off and won’t listen despite me being straightforward and even giving details.

I get jealous whenever some guy messages him on social media, I get worried what if there’s some chemistry going on, what if that’s the reason why he doesn’t talk dirty to me, what if I’m not doing my best.

I literally wish that I’m wrong, this whole jealousy and overthinking is killing me to the core.

Reason why I don’t really trust him that much than I used to before? He installed a dating app when we had an argument back in March (No label yet) and it keeps lurking in my mind. We became official as a couple just this June but I still worry 😭 It gets me worried, yes he deleted all of his dating apps. But I’m scared some random mofo would add him on Facebook, because most of his previous dates were from Facebook.

He told me not to worry, but ugh. I cried and cried and I just don’t know what to do anymore?

Am I just prolonging the pain? I want to make this genuine and long lasting. When I said I’ll give my faithfulness to him, I mean every word of it. What can I do to let him know what I feel without sounding like a crazy person? And what I can do to trust him more?