I’ve been fighting with my mind to figure out why is it, I continue to chase ( meaning trying to keep something going) women who doesn’t put forth the effort I do. This is draining on my mental psyche. To the point it develops into an intolerable state of mind( meaning depression). I’ve found myself entertaining women who only would contact me for their own personal needs and nothing else. Oddly enough I begin to welcome that type of behavior as normal, and that doing so would turn into what I was seeking. I never thought being the type of man women was looking for which was generous, wise, protecting, confident, patient, loyal and faithful, would turn out like this.

I’m asking for advice on how to let go or see if even in their silence and spaced out texting. There’s a chance.

All comments and advice is welcome. Thanks for giving this post a few seconds out of your day to read and respond if you choose too.