I all I'm coming up on that ripe age of 30 years old I've never had a real girlfriend or been in any type of relationship in my adult life I've had meaningless relationships when I was younger and any time I ever started to get feelings for someone I would get heartbroken I've been overweight my whole life up until this passed year I've lost over 100lbs I'm about to be at my goal weight of 230lbs I was over 350lbs less than one year ago and never had any confidence and built walls around me so I couldn't be hurt by anyone any more but in doing that I've lost everyone I've ever been close with including my best friends I shut myself out of the world and now I've been so focused on myself and I'm starting to get confidence back but I have no idea how to meet new people and potentially even fall in love with someone I'm afraid I'll be single forever I'm afraid I'll die alone because that's where ive put myself I don't know where to start to try and build a relationship with someone of the opposite sex and I really am coming to that age where I don't want to be alone any more I want to start living my life but have no idea how to...