normally I (27F) am not too worried about my appearance.. i am surrounded by friends and colleagues from various ages and ethnic backgrounds who I appreciate for their many qualities that are unrelated to appearance

my girlfriend (29F) is incredibly good looking and her friends are too. on top of that she's exactly my type physically so I find her very attractive.. unfortunately every time I see her I can't help but feeling insecure

i purposefully stay away from IG and social media stuff where models are on show all the time and carefully select my feeds to show me a variety of people more similar to me. But being with her is like being on IG the whole time.. except she's real and not operated/photoshopped.

on top of this yesterday I broke down and asked her if she finds me attractive as I know she's my type but I'm far from being hers.. and she was beating around the bush not being sure what to answer. She mentioned that I'm not ugly and I might be more attractive to some people than others and that I'm a caring partner and if she didn't like me she wouldn't be with me. She had a long monologue but never mentioned being attracted to me

i suspect she's with me just because I'm her first relationship and she doesn't actually like me

should I get over my insecurities? should I leave her or prepare to be left? I'm in pain

edit: we both dont wear makeup, so dont give me advice on fixing my looks with it, because neither of us would like it..