This is my first serious relationship and we've been together for a year and lived together for about 6 months.

I think I'm just not ready for this. I want to go out and be social, but she has a laundry list of mental illnesses that makes it hard for her to do pretty much anything and she gets passive aggressive or panics if I want to do something by myself. I've never had many friends, but now I have none. I don't want to hurt her, but that seems unavoidable given everything. She also a strong fear of abandonment.

I also don't know if I can find another place to live for anywhere near what I pay now and I'm not sure if I can afford to break up financially.

I don't know what to do, but I'm yearning to go do things again.