CONTEXT

So it's this girl we known eachother for two years and we been dating for about a year and I'm also her first time but I have done it with an other before her. We had sex twice both times ended early because she couldn't handle it.

One thing about me is when I have sex I am more focused on satisfying more then getting satisfied, I like to ensure that my partner is enjoying it and they get there nut in more then I'm focused on my own and I can confidently say I've made her climax through oral play both times we done it. I try my best to make sure every thing is alright and she is comfortable.

I love this girl with a passion and she's obsessed with me she loves me to the upmost fullest also, but like every other man I get turned on by my women n I make it obvious I throw hints I try to get her in the mood but it doesnt work n I dont wanna make her uncomfortable and be pushy.

I dont know what to do I dont want to leave this girl I love her to much but I'm not finna be masturbating all the time especially when I have a girlfriend. I want to talk to her about it but I dont know how to say it without sounding like a creep that's going to leave if I dont get any play.

SIDE NOTE: it's not js sex I'm looking for it's any form of sexual tension even a handy would satisfy my but it's like nothing i get nothing from her we dont even make out.