I (f20) just got into my first relationship with my bf (m20). we've been dating since July and made it official early this month. we've both said I love you. he tells me he prayed to God for a girl like me and that im the love of his life. it's been going great tbh and I feel soo lucky that he's my first partner becuase he's such an amazing person and treats me with the utmost respect. he talks about the future and says things like "I'm gonna be your first and only boyfriend" or "we're gonna be together forever" and like I want to feel that way too but I can't help myself but think that we won't last long. theres no reason for me thinking this other than forever is a long ass time and i can be quite pessimistic . one drunken night i did tell him about my fear and i said "you will break my heart becuase i dont think we're going to be together for a long time". he told me that hearing that hurt alot and i felt sooo bad. i do have a fear of commitment tbh and maybe thats what this is. but i would like to know if there is anything i can do to appease my mind