I'll try to condense this as best as I can.

A few years ago I fell in love with someone unknowingly. At first it started out as an online friendship and then before I knew it we were talking everyday and I did not expect to actually care about this person. I ended up telling her that I loved her and she did not invalidate my feelings. I let her go to give each other space and for her to focus on her relationship but a few years ago we reconnected and I realized that my love was never going to go away for her. But she changed and she's allowed to but I did not like who she was becoming.

The last time we spoke she told me that it would be best if we just never spoke to each other again. She pops in my head and involuntarily and in my dreams I think about how she used to be. I still think about the person that she was that stole my heart.

But right now I'm the only person who can't let go and I just need her to just disappear from my mind.