When I was about 8M a girl roughly the same age moved across the street. She was really nice and her dad owned a bounce house company so they’d set it up in the front lawn and a bunch of the local kids would come and play. She became very good friends with my sister (a year and a half older than me) and occasionally I would come over with her to play.

One day we were at her house, we followed her to her room and suddenly she got very touchy with me. She started pressuring me to start doing sexual things with her. She and my sister forced me into a closet with her where she kept trying to touch me and kiss me, I was bigger so I was able to push her away for the most part but I didn’t want to hurt her so it was difficult.

Eventually she locked the bedroom door (with my sister there) and said that she wouldn’t let me leave until I had sex with her. I tried to just leave but my sister stood in my way and pushed me back from the door everytime I attempted it since she was already much bigger than me. So I relented. My sister didn’t get involved in the actual touching but she was there. Eventually her father opened the door and caught it happening, I ran home and never went back to that house. I think he talked to my dad about it but he never said anything to me. I still think about how terrible it was and how trapped I felt.

I don’t really know what to do. My sister is still terrible to me, last night she told me she hated me since I was born.