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i just need to vent honestly and know that i am better off without this person because i feel like shit right now.

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me and my ex broke up 4 months ago, last month he asked to try again and immediately became sexual with me telling me that emotional and sexual are equal and we shouldnt hold back. he knew i loved him and i personally feel like he was trying to take advantage of that .

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When I would come over he would try to make sexual advantages at me and tell me how easily he gets hard being around me. This was a super major turnoff for me and even made me want to cry because I just wanted my bestfriend back and I felt like he was just trying to get laid while also sexting other girls on his snapchat. He would force his hands between my legs he didn’t care how disgusted I looked. I tried telling him that I don’t want to have sex till we are dating again. I feel like he asked me out just to get the sexual part back. Writing this out honestly has me in tears because of how sad and desperate I was to get back what I thought was my person. He told me “ you cant rape someone youre dating” and that’s the scariest thing ive ever heard him say. Its amazing that someone could grow up thinking thats okay and he could do what he wanted with me and grab we anywhere just because were “dating”.

I asked him to tell his female friends about us and he called me insane and controlling that im making him post me. He would try to convince me that I was mentally ill . he would flip out if I brought any girl up and tell me its so unattractive how insecure I am.

He never realized how I felt just yelled at me blaming me for the reactions to his actions . I felt like he was allowed to talk to any girl and I had to just shut the fuck up.

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I finally left him and now hes going around crazy following and talking to new girls. I just have rage over the whole thing that I wasn’t enough for him he wanted more girls. I just want to ruin his image and let people know what kind of person he is. I want to make sure that I am better than him and better off.