Me 26m her 25f. We were perfect together or it felt like hell she wasnt the normal person i would go for but her energy was addicting. She brought me peace joy and knew how to turn up i still love her after her cheating and bringing an sti to the relationship I feel stupid for that I cheated back to see if it would make me feel better it didnt. We have each other blocked on social media. We were together for 3 years how do I stay focused on building me back up. I find myself still looking at old photos not watching the shows we use to watch cus i feel like we will still watch them together part of me is completely done the other half has hope I keep telling my self that all the shit that was said was out of anger and not her I'm delusional as hell I guess