so a little backstory. i’m going into my sophomore year of hs. around this time last year, i took this girl to hoco and caught mad feelings. i’ve always been the fat kid and i knew she didn’t feel the same way. i saw here one more time around early nov 2019 and haven’t seen her since. she doesn’t use snapchat often so it’s hard to talk to her. but whenever i see her irl we hit it off. i decided to buy a treadmill and started running everyday while fasting. i started in nov at 5’8 179lbs and around apr 2020 i was 6’0 130 lbs. i was rlly skinny. so the entire summer i lifted in a caloric surplus. right now i’m still lifting and weigh 140lbs. i’m white with a little baby face, brown hair, hazel eyes, and in great health. i look very lean and have visible abs and respectable muscles (still pretty skinny in a shirt). anyways even tho i’ve improved a lot, i still have trouble talking to her. the problem is i go to an all boys school and with covid, meeting her again is a problem. as i mentioned she rarely uses snapchat do talking to her and asking her to hangout is also a problem. not only that, but she doesn’t have a lot of friends except some upperclassmen she swims with. normally i would shoot my shot, but i want her to see the new me so i have a much better chance. my question is how do i do that. right now i’ve decided to keep improving myself until covid is over so i may see her at some dance or other function. but right now i don’t know when that will happen. any advice?