My gf (20) and I (22) are together for a bit more than 4 years now. She had a really tough youth (long story VERY short) and she can't be satisfied by vaginal stimulation. It just hurts her.

I love her and I also love making her cum with tools (clit stimulation) and I love cuddling with her, I love thinking about her (also in "alone time"). I love her body and I am really attracted to her. We also have some kind of kinky time every now and then and I LOVE it.

BUT I do not want to have sex with her. She has to beg me to fuck her. It's not that I want to be begged. That kind of stuff doesn't turn me on. I just love it more to cuddle or tease her and do some other stuff...

I tried talking to her about it but she always just says "it's okay", but i can feel that it's not okay to her and it's just classic woman's "okay"...

Any advice? What's wrong with me? It seems like I am the only guy who would NOT bang her...