So I (19f) and in a long distance relationship with my fiance (19m) and everything from day to day is really good! He's super sweet and kind and caring, makes me feel super safe. But since June of last year I've struggled with an issue of jealousy. I don't evem know if thats the right term or not really..

So some info: along with a relationship, I'm an age regressor and he's my caregiver too. The only reason I explain this is we had talked about me having a sibling (another regressor that he would care for and I'd bond with.) Well we had been trying to find one amd both of them ended up trying to be sexual with him (regression isnt sexual) so it was ended straight away. But then one day this girl messaged me and said he was cheating on me, sent fake screenshots of conversations and all. (I know they were fake because...they looked it and he had screenshots showing otherwise, plus they were typed in a way he doesn't type at all). Also he explained she was a regressor and he was seeing if shed make a good sibling, obviously she did not, so shes gone now.

I trust him completely, amd he has shown me time and time again that he is trustworthy, but that whole thing messed me up. I have previous anxiety and abandoment issues, and I just...i feel like I overreact but its to a point I get nightmares he'll leave me.

But now whenever he makes a friend thats a girl I get super protective, but get over it and make sure he knows he can have friends I domt dictate that and I want him to have friends.

But today I had had a nightmare and he was comforting me, amd said something about how he didnt have to make friends, he wants me happy.

How do I tell him that I absolutely want him to have friends, and I'm fine with it when he doesnt seem to believe me on it? I'd be crushed if he didnt make friends cos of me, I don't want that at all i want him to be happy and have his friends.