So going into this new year I'm going to be cutting off everyone toxic in my life. This includes my family members which is going to be extremely hard.

Going into Christmas my dad was telling me how he's super broke this season and he's not going to be able to afford Christmas and all this bullshit. So being considerant I didn't really ask for much. Just a new Xbox controller because mine was broken and some gfuel.

I find out later my brother has asked for air pods an apple watch a hoverboard and a bunch of expensive shit. Me and my sister have a different mom than him, and we don't get along with his mother.

Christmas day comes and I get what I want and was not expecting my brother to unveil that he not only got a $200 apple watch but also brand new air pods, as well as his hoverboard. My sister only got a dream catcher and some other little trinkets. We both were bullshit to see that our little brother got all crazy gifts.

The main thing I wanted for Christmas was to get my car back on the road so I can get a job, which requires $200 for insurance and $40 for the registration. And he told me it wasn't gonna happen because he was too broke whatever. This is where shit really pissed me off.

Me and my sister have depression i smoke trees to deal with it while she has yet to find a way to cope (she's 20). She decided she wanted to buy a kitten. The place was an hour away and my dad gave her a huge fuss about driving her to get the cat. The day after I didn't hear anything from either of them and checked Instagram. On my little brothers account he had my sister's cat and another cat that my dad bought for him. Mind you my dad already has 3 cats, a dog and two ferrets.

It pisses me off how I got played into thinking my dad was broke and all this shit and he shows that he cares for my brother more than us. He kicked me and my sister out this year. Me because I was unemployed and my sister because she doesn't get along with our step mother. He doesn't check in or even help with anything. The only time he texts me is to know if I'm going to be helping him with work that day. I'm officially cutting him out of my life. I'm sorry for the rant or long post just trying to vent right now. Leave some comments on what I should do or go from here. Thanks y'all.