Ok so I've been dating my girlfriend for 5 years. In the begining everything was good. We would talk on the phone for hours, we were always happy and we were having sex alot. I was working alot and didn't have much free time for my girlfriend.

Eventually she found out there was this girl at work that she assumed I was talking to. She thought I was cheating and wanted to leave her. In order to prove it like an idiot I quit my job.

It's been about a year since then I've gone thru immense depression the last few months due to family bullshit. And truly haven't even cared about myself in a while. We started to argue more and more and more. Right now we are technically living together. She lives at school but she decided it would be best to stay home because all of her classes are online this year.

This is what I need help with. So obviously the relationship has been Rocky the past couple months but I've done everything in my power to see this girl smile. Which is very hard with no money no job and no transportation. However I still have been trying my best to work past my depression and be intimate with my Girlfriend.

About a week ago we got into a very big arguement, where we let our anger get the best of us and we said we didn't wanna be together anymore. However I was still at her house and we were still acting like a couple. She decided to download tinder. Of course she got a ton og attention and compliments and made her feel "good".

She decided to continue to message one of the guys on tinder. This is her side, she said that she liked the attention she was getting and that it made her feel wanted. Something I didn't do lately.

Ok that's fine, we talked it out and she agreed that it wasn't right to go onto tinder and message other people. We continue as usual. A couple days later she's super glued to her phone and giggling every couple seconds. So it arroused my suspicion of her. She stood next to me while texting and i saw the name DJ.

This is where I fucked up. I went into her phone and I saw that she was not only talking to this guy but also sending nude pictures back and forth. I immediately over reacted and started texting the guy on her account telling him to stop messaging her and I confronted her about the nudes.

She defended herself by saying that she was drunk and that she was getting attention from him and it was just a mistake. That fucking broke my heart but I've been with her for so long I was willing to forgive and forget, as long as she blocked this guy.

She agreed that she would delete him but she wouldn't block him which again raised a red flag. Yesterday we got into another arguement because I was telling her I don't know what I want anymore because she broke my trust. And I do not know where to go from here. I told her I didn't wanna be with her because she kept asking what are we, when my mind was already in shambles.

She took that as I never wanna be together again and unblocked this guy. Today she was all over FaceTime and Snapchat talking to him but she claims he understands that she's with me and she just wants to be friends. But I don't get how when I seen them calling each other baby and sending nudes to each other. WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?? Should I try to forgive her again if she totally blocks him or should I just cut my losses and try to move forward?