I'm (f21) in a relationship with a really nice and funny guy (22) for 1-2 Months. We were friends for one year and after I recovered from a cruel and life-changing breakup with seemingly the love of my life, he was there for me. One day we played truth or dare with some friends and were pretty drunk. I asked him if he had a crush on someone and he answered that he has a crush on me.

We were friends with benefits for like 1 month and then I did grow feelings for him. I told him and showed him and he was happy. But he also started to ignore me. He ignored messages, never called back when I called (I did not harass him in any way, just wrote or called sometimes). He forgot to greet me when he saw me. I talked to him about it and he was truly sorry. He is afraid of losing his apprenticeship and he can't think properly. He wants to do better in the future, wants to talk to me more often.

But well, he didn't. I'm feeling bad because I know he has some big issues with his work life but I feel left alone and not loved. I even wrote to him that I miss him and he answered 3 days later that he forgot to answer because he can't think properly - but did not even say anything in return to what I wrote. I'm devastated. Am I am an asshole? Should I break up with him? I always had to beg for attention in my past relationships and I'm so sick of it.