I'm 20 but look 14/15 I cant grow factual hair I get mixed up from looking like a little kid I have a boyish face and I feel having a kids face is something that will hold me back from being happy I'm not sure why I'm in the need to date someone old I want to try something new I feel people my age are boring and someone older then me can teach me something I'm not aware of etc....can I manage to do this not sure and I dont even know where to start I cant go to a bar and pick someone up I'm not in it for the hookup I see more the just a hookup I want to love someone again.

I also work and go to college I'm not just spending my times playing video games...