I am the man here, just for clarification. I've been seeing this woman for 14 months and she's the most amazing person alive. We met at a club and clicked, we hooked up and have been doing that ever since. She's funny, smart, sexy, generous, artistic and she loves having sex. No person has ever been into me as much as she is.

She likes to call our relationship just sex but it's clear to me that's it's more than that for her, I think she loves me and, honestly, the feeling is mutual. I'm not just getting this from nowhere, it's the way that she is with me. All of the cuddling, smiling at me, buying me things(sometimes expensive things, she bought be a graphics card for my birthday, a 2080Ti is worth at least £1000), always feeding me, encouraging me to stay at her place all of the time and even drives me to work because she lives quite a bit further away from where I work than I do. To add to this, she's taken us abroad 3 times since we met(ALL 100% paid for by her) totalling 6 weeks away. Best 14 months of my life. I don't know what it is that draws her to me but quite frankly I don't care, I just want it never to end, ever. Never again will I have a woman who will just completely unprovoked start playing with my dick and loving it, oh my god she's so fucking sexy guys I just can't get over it.

The 10 years between us is bothering me a little bit, it feels like there is a cut off that's going to be hit soon enough, and even she says herself I should probably be with someone my own age "eventually". Why? Why can't we be together forever? I'm addicted to her touch and it's going to be bad when our relationship expires. I don't get why it has to, who fucking cares if there's 10 years between us, no women my age are even close to being this fucking amazing. Even right now, all I want to do is cup one of her intimate areas with my hands and fall asleep. We haven't used the word 'love' with each other even once but I've learned that the phrase is pointless, the things that she does is love, saying I love you don't mean shit compared to her tight hugs and her feeding me, THAT is love.

Ugh I'm fucking rambling on like a goon. Our families don't really approve of the age gap(especially her mother). And MY mother thinks that she's taking advantage of me, even though it's impossible because really I have nothing to give her other than myself, which is all she wants from me it seems. If it wasn't obvious by now she's perfectly able to support herself in life, much better than I can. All she wants to so is take care of me, make me smile and laugh. I don't think this is a bad relationship at all, even the decade big age gap. But people frown upon us like we're doing something wrong. Please honestly tell me that we're not. I love her so much.