I'll try to make this short but I dunno if it is possible. My boyfriend and I met online 6 years ago and spent 2 summers and 2 winters together before we moved in together last January. This August we moved into our first apartment together while he and I went to school. Obviously we needed to get jobs because while our rent was taken care of there was bills to pay. He decided to get his first job at Walmart and I eventually worked there after leaving my other job. Well now it is October and I am having an awful time. Whenever he is home, which is more than me because I work twice as much as he does, he doesnt spend time with me. He always plays games, never cooks and never cleans. Not to mention the sex is once a week at best. I'm genuinely unhappy and trust me I have tried telling him multiple times. He cries and begs me not to go and eventually I give up and dont do anything. I take him to school, come home, pick him up, go home, take him to work, go home, pick him up and come home. I cook, clean, make sure the car has gas, the laundry is clean, everything. I get literally nothing in return, not even a mere thanks on most occasions. He does say it sometimes. I'm just exhausted. I have depression so it is really hard for me to care for myself somedays let alone care for him.

Now I know not every guy in the world brings his girlfriend a gift, like a soda or a candy home without her asking, but I do this for him ALL the time so you'd expect it in return once or twice. Like last week I bought him a halloween basket with his favorite candy, some warm socks, drinks he likes and a nice card and surprised him with it. I asked him when I get something for halloween and he said "Oh, I have to get you something?". I'm tired.

I want to leave but because we have a lease together and his dad let's me use his car I can't go anywhere. I cant afford to run. I'm saving all I can but it is hard when he buys so much crap on Ebay that I have to pay all the bills. Please give me something to try.

My last resort is to sleep in the livingroom or the large walk in closet until I can get out of this lease or find a place I can afford.

Sorry for the length it's a lot of crap going on.