Me, personally I have such a difficult time recognizing what’s healthy and what not in a relationship. This leads me believe I’m not doing anything right and I’ve practically put a death sentence on it.... THE guy I’m dating hasn’t give me any reason to not trust him..... IVE had such a awful time with relationships especially recently... moved 800 miles to be with a boy (ended shortly after how toxic it got) then I had a friends with benefits for nearly 2 years... so very toxic ....drank more then his body weight and I was nothing but a number to him( I really liked him and thought it had potential).... I look past the negative and look for the good... always put 100% in which ends up leaving me high and dry... INCLUDING, my very abusive mom that I still talk to and basically tip toe around the fact she did what she did.... she’s in denial. It sucks. She’s doing a lot better and it finds me to believe her words.... MANIPULATIVE. I don’t like to point fingers but shit it really messed with my head. How the heck do I be stronger and overcome this anxieties? Overthinking? Any tips? I don’t expect anyone to really know but.... I’ve been in a rut lately and it’s been destroying me... I hate talking about it with other people.... being vulnerable. Anyways, thanks for reading.