So I'm 20, mtf & I've been speaking to this guy I like for just over a month. We'll be meeting soon, so far we've just called & texted & played video games online everyday. We know alot about each other & have talked alot but I'm quite a sensitive person. And sometimes he gets annoyed at the video games we play which is fine & I can handle that but when he starts to direct it to me I just can't cope with it. I'm very socially anxious too and it makes me go quiet and not want to speak (also because of dysphori with my voice). It also makes me nearly cry everytime he does it & I feel like I'm being a bad girlfriend. He hasn't really shouted yet but things like shouting or being told off really upsets me. We've talked about it but he just says that he's talking about the game and to not take it literally. But I've tried explaining that the issue is when he directs it towards me because I don't listen to like his call outs in game. But like I'm just trying to play & have fun?? It's happening like every other day now.