I have been in a relationship for 2 years and everything was perfect. I loved my girlfriend so much, I took care of her finances, even cook for her, try to buy her what I can, etc. I never flirted with any other girl infact I blocked all close female friends on socials because my gf was jealous. The sex was amazing, I always gave her head too as I am obsessed with making her orgasm so she can also enjoy but I wanted to fuck 4 to 5 times a day. At the beginning she tried but then she said she gets swollen because I am black (huge) and she is Asian (tiny af). She limited me to 4 fucks a day last year then to 3 a day and now said only once a day max. I ended up jerking off in the bathroom 3-4 times because of this and watching porn (because she wouldn’t let me have sex) felt like cheating, I confronted her but she said no and left me saying get yourself some whores who can serve your psycho cock. I just found her really attractive, and would do her in different places car, elevator, cinema, etc. She only wants it vanilla once a week. I didnt know loving your gf can cause a break up too. Its not like our relationship was all sex, but its a need i cant help it. I feel so alone now, and afraid to start another relationship.