My husband bought a sex toy, sex doll more exactly and a vibrator for me. I never asked for this. He never consulted with me. I was stunned. I never was this humiliated in my life. We have sex 5 -6 days out of 7, with a pause when I am on my period and he doesn't want to or we have a big fight. I thought he liked it. He stopped kissing me 8 years ago, he stopped saying he loves me, 4 years ago. I accepted that because I curse a lot and I thought that is why he didn't kiss me anymore. I stopped cursing, he still wouldn't do it. I stopped asking for them. He stopped saying I am sexy, probably because he does not think of me like that. We both work from home so I don't think he is cheating on me. He used go out a lot in the begining of our marriage (10 years) now he doesn't. At one point he said that I am embarrassing him when we go out, because I am not diplomat. I love him so much, but I feel so humiliated by him, that I don't even want to look at him. I am so lost. I feel ugly,fat, stupid I lost all trust in me. I feel like I do not know him . Help me understand if I am wrong