I 18F just broke up with my boyfriend 19M after contemplating for weeks now. we’ve been together for 3 years since high school and unfortunately i feel like we’ve run our course. we are in very different positions right now, i work shift work full time and he is currently seeking full-time work, but is just casually employed at the moment. we have no bad blood at all, and i love him as a person however i feel the romantic spark had disappeared and we weren’t seeing eye to eye anymore. not going to go into much more, but basically i can’t stop feeling so guilty i can’t stop imagining him at home by himself upset. it’s so hard i feel so bad but i already tried to breakup with him 2 weeks ago but i felt so guilty i begged for him back just to have the same thoughts on repeat in my mind. idk i just kind of wanted to vent i feel like a terrible person.

TLDR: how do i get over this guilty feeling of breaking up with someone?