I smile and laugh throughout the day and when I come back home I just want to cry. Me and my boyfriend have been very distant cuz we keep fighting and every time I tell him I’m overthinking so to prevent fights I’ve stopped telling him. I have no one to talk to and I can’t tell him and it’s driving me insane… it hurts so bad… idek what to do anymore. I’m hurting so much. My anxiety and depression are at an all time high and I’m having anxiety attacks almost every night and I can’t tell anyone… I can’t tell people I just met because that’s just not ok and I just can’t tell anyone. He doesn’t like me telling my best friend our issues when it’s why I’m overthinking so I can’t freaking tell her. I’m so hurt and so lost. I just need help. Ideas? We’ve been together almost 2 years and I recently moved away for college and that’s when everything started. I’ve talked to him and we’ve tried to figure things out and it starts working but then it doesn’t. Idk what’s going on and I’m starting to freak out. Is it just my anxiety? Idek where to start. I’m just struggling mentally idek anymore I just need advice