Don't really know what I'm asking advice on specifically guess I'm more just wanting to vent.

Basically the title my '18M' partner '19F' of 4 years just broke up with me, we both just started our freshman year of college (we go to two different colleges) and she texts me tonight saying that we need to talk. I call her and she just tells me that she's been thinking for a while that we should break up, gave me some vague explanation about how she's doing this for herself and she can't stand to see me be destructive towards myself (I went out and had 4 drinks with some friends the other night, was completely safe the entire time and definitely didn't have enough to be considered "drunk") and she can't handle the distance.

Bear in mind I just moved in with her in May with her and her mom, she described it as the happiest she's been. I tried calling her and she answered but it felt like we were getting no where she just kept saying "I made up my mind" and "if you love me you'll respect my decision" i tried texting her a lot and eventually got hit by what I assume to be one of her new friends saying "if you don't stop ill make sure you never talk to "partner" again"

I'm at a complete loss, the love of my life just left me and I'm just sat here clutching my bags, she said "We can still be friends" but I don't want to be friends i want my lover back. I'm effectively homeless now to boot. I just don't know what to do with myself, I tried jumping off a bridge but decided it was too short of a fall to make sure I got the job done. I guess any suggestions on what I should do?