I started seeing the girl not so long ago and everything was amazing, I think communication was great between us, she spend most of her nights at my place than her home. One day she asked me to help her pack up, she feels bad and needs to go home. I sensed something but helped her pack and she was packing everything. I took her to take the tram etc but when I asked if she got home safe she was like ‘ Yeah. But I can’t maintain a relationship because of my mental problems’ - I said okay and wished her recovery and blocked her just to forget about it but then she called me back a few days later asking me out and why I blocked her etc but I turned down the offer and now I just feel like reaching out.

To cut story short; I’ve had a lot of previous experiences where I’ve had difficulty moving on- like I would end up calling someone when drunk and all so I was just handling it my way and I was okay with her breaking up with me but the fact that she called a few days later asking me out messes my thinking and I am avoiding the situation of sounding desperate or starting to drunk call someone to ask them to get back with me you know..

I don’t know if anyone has experienced this before and it’s driving me crazy cauz I don’t want the drama of begging to get love from someone after they called it off you know… I just don’t wanna force things but them calling back just triggers me to push on… it’s frustrating

I am now afraid I might end up calling her when I feel lonely/depressed and I don’t wanna do that.