I’ve been in a relationship for a whole year now F21 & M22 however before meeting him I was very confident in myself, we had our first date in early April last year then we weren’t serious at all we didn’t go on a second date till may (my decision) however I come to find out later on when I started having him over and getting more Intimate with him in June, he had gone to another city with another girl that he has been “friends” with for years and they have a lot of history everyone used to think they were dating, on top of that while we were seeing each other he had posted pictures of the two of them looking like a couple on his Instagram and it made me so uncomfortable regardless of him saying they are just friends now. Then came august he asked me to be his girlfriend however there were instances where in the corner of my eye I caught them hugging a bit to long and my insecurities grew to the point I crashed out and cried at a party, I had a talk with him he finally cut her off completely but it feels like I had to push so hard before he did even though I had brought it up previously that I was not comfortable. A year has past now but I can’t help but feel like that experience has made me consistently on my toes and he has told me multiple times he was just clueless and didn’t think it was deep as him and the girl were nothing anymore and he didn’t feel anything towards her. I don’t wanna continuously bring this up to him as I can tell he is drained by it. How do I move on from this and why can’t I just let I go it really sucks being insecure.