I’m a 24F with a 34M . Yes the age gap and experience might come into play here but I just want to know if I’m wrong for feeling the way I do.

In the past , he’s dated thicker women and I’m petite. Not too small but definitely not thick. He said he wanted something different up until we started getting comfortable admitting to each other about what we like when it comes to the bedroom. Now it’s like recently , he’s only able to really do anything when he thinks about me with other people. When it comes to being with other women more of his type , he has no issue just thinking of them when he’s with them. He also told me he didn’t want to really orally please me either because he’s with me all the time so there’s no need. He wants to with other women though and I’m open to it but it just hurts to know that your partner , someone who I am sexually attracted to , doesn’t feel the same way. I don’t know what to do. I shouldn’t have allowed it to be so open , cause now that he had the chance to be with someone who was more of his type, I feel like that’s all he wants now.

Debating on if I should just leave , and just be alone.

I’ve done everything g for him , I cook and clean make sure everything is taken care of. Basically going out of my way to keep the relationship moving but not being satisfied mentally or physically. I feel like I’m drowning , want to tell him how I really feel without him feeling like I’m attacking him.