F18 been dating M18 for 3 months now. He is very experienced in terms of sex meanwhile I am still a virgin and have done virtually nothing sexual (mainly out of fear low sex drive). He knows this and says he is willing to wait until i’m comfortable but it’s been 3 months and we have yet to do ANYTHING sexual, not even a BJ. I feel so guilty and i’ve expressed this to him and he says it doesn’t bother him and he’s willing to wait however I know he has told me that sex is important to him in a relationship and it’s something he needs. We tried one time when we first got together but it hurt too bad so I made him stop and since then i’ve been too scared to try again. I feel guilty everytime I sleep over because I know he gets horny and there’s nothing I do to help, any advice on what to do in this situation?