I want to preface that I did not go digging for any of this information. I want to respect her and our friendship.

I fell for my friend 6 months ago and we talked about my feelings and she isn’t interested and that’s ok. She was getting over a long term relationship and now she’s finally over her ex and is on dating apps. She told me she’s only on there to find good tennis partners and free dinners, but my friend told me that she had a guy over and almost slept with him, with the only reason why she didn’t go all the way was because he didn’t protection. Realistically, if it’s not him, she’s sleeping with someone else, or has slept with him since that time assuming he brought protection later.

Touch means a lot to me and knowing about this really hurts. I broke down and cried on and off for 5 hours after finding out about this, and i don’t know how to cope. I don’t think I can be friends with her anymore but I don’t even know how to bring this up. It’s unfair to both of us and I’m just super lost.