Me and my boyfriend have known each other since we were in high school, we got together last year in August. We have been together for more than a year and half. He always tells me he “loves and only wants me”, and honestly, I can always feel that he does. But, he has a sex/porn addiction. When he met me, I was 125-130lbs, now I’m fluctuating from 165-180lbs. I will be honest, I have let myself go due to all the stress I’ve been put through..

But because of that, that’s what he uses as an excuse as to why he searchers for escorts and even paying to have sex with them..

I’ve communicated with him that it makes me feel very uncomfortable. But he’s told me that another reason why he does it, is because I don’t “engage” for sex.

The reason why I don’t is because I have gotten very insecure after finding out that he’s had sex with more that “hundred girls” or he’s had sex with “every color of the rainbow”

I just can’t stop thinking the fact that he compares me to all the other girls that he has slept with. Throughout our relationship, I’ve found out that he’s had sex with a handful or escorts and even girls he’s met either in person or online..

I know he only wants me however.. I know and can feel that he only has “sex” with them and that it’s never to get into a relationship with them..

Can someone please give me an advice.. I am very confused..