Hey folks. Just for some context, I'm in an 11 month old relationship with my lovely girl, it's my first relationship and my first love, like my first crush no joke. We're both virgins as we live a bit far from each other but in the same city and we've met up multiple times before.

So this isn't her first relationship. And I guess she has a higher sex drive than me because she flirts with me alot, and I do flirt back and I'm good at normal flirting. But whenever I flirt, I completely get lost in my thoughts. We tried "daddy" "mommy" everything but I just suck at it and tbh im not good enough at it. I genuinely don't know how to sext, and I feel like she doesn't like it obviously because she told me herself that sometimes she wants these things bt she knows im bad at it. She also said she's touch deprived bt the only reason i don't touch her during meetups is wanting to be respectful, and at first she agreed with this she didn't even let me hug her fully but now she's randomly saying she's touch deprived? I've tried to hug her before bt i guess she didn't want it at that time so i didn't want to be pushy.

I write her love paragraphs, make gifts and do most boyfriend type thingys, but I really suck at this sexting and this type of flirting. Moreover I suck at flirting at voice messages :(( How can I deal with this?

I'm a pretty average guy honestly i just feel a bit cringe saying those things idk tho. It's worth noting that her exes were really good at this stuff but bad at showing normal non sexual affection. Tbh this makes me feel really jealous and insecure :( but i love this girl and i wanna change for her so what do i do?

I'm 18M and she's 19F.