I 'f/34' will make the story as short as possible. I have been with my ex 'm/39' for about 6 years before he broke up with me. During the time we were together i helped raise his son, lived together, and adopted dogs, and still legally own a home together as things are going through the court process. We talked about adding to the family and marriage just a few months prior to him breaking it off. I was caight off guard. Flash forward to breaking up. I was given the its not you its me speech and the i love you but im not in love with you lets still be friends speech. He asks me to move out of our home or says he will just live as a single no matter his roomate blah blah blah. I moved out all my things, sorted out a few problems from the situation and we stopped talking completely for about 2 months. After about 2 months he tried reaching out to me a few times, which i ignored. He tried contacting my mom and my dad who also ignored him. He then has some of the people he is friends with at work reach out to me. When he finally contacted me again i agreed to meet up with him to talk. He apologized for many other things i have left out of the story (no infidelity). He wanted to be friends with benefits and see where it goes. I shot him down but we did hang out as friends. His son still wanted me to be at his birthday and see me for Christmas etc and he promised he would not keep him from seeing me if he asked. Eventually it became friends with benefits and we started hanging out every weekend. I was with his family for his sons party. He has been bringing me around his friends again and taking me out to dinner. I have been sleeping over there almost every weekend. I have not once initiated hanging out since breaking up and he has been the one to ask me to do something. He still says he does not want to get back together. He says he does not know if it will work out mainly because he is scared to apologize and face my parents. He has also given me the extreme opposite answers one weekend he asks me to come home and the next he may tell me that he never wants to get bacl together...most days he says he likes what we are now and he thonks everything is on the right track for what i should be. The problem is i dont know what his idea of the right track is. Some days i feel like he wants this amd other days i am convinced im being used for something. Does he want to get back together or not? I love him very much but i dont want to be stuck in limbo forever and i dont want to wait around forever either. His actions just dont seem to match his words and i dont know what to believe anout what he wants.

Does he want to get back together or is he just playing games?