So I’ve been dating my girl for over 2 years at this point and I love everything about her except for some reason I constantly catch her talking to other men flirting with them so on and so forth but this most recent time it’s about the 7 or 8th time she’s stepped out on us and I always forgive her bc I love her but I notice she just doesn’t seem to even care about having sex with me anymore like it’s just a job and when it comes to seeing me it’s literally when I can get squeezed in and it’s always me that’s wrong when I say something I’ve asked her to quit speaking to people that disrespect me and our relationship but she says they’re my friends and don’t get me wrong I want her to have friends I want her to have her freedom I just want to feel respected and wanted I try so hard to see her constantly and I feel as if I’m just a toy to her she doesn’t tell me a lot of stuff anymore she’s going to this Russ concert with her friends tomorrow and were supposed to have a good night together when she comes back and go get a hotel and have a cute little date night but over the time we’ve dated I’ve lost sight of who I am and what I stand for as a man like I can’t ask her not to wear certain things or hang with certain people bc she looks at it as controlling and I just feel like I’m stuck in a never ending cycle and one day if I keep on not having a voice I don’t think it’ll be good for my mental and I may just want to sign off if yk what I mean. If there’s anyone out there that can help me please inbox me I grew up with no father and I have no friends since moving to where I am it’s hard but you guys are all I got I hope someone knows something. Thanks guys 😞😭😅