I met this SUPER lovely girl on a dating app. And when I say super lovely,I mean it. She’s just everything I ever wished from a relationship,and even more. We had our date just a couple of hours ago,and it was everything I could wish for. She’s super cute,mature,pretty,giving,lovely,and I could go on. It’s truly a special day in my memories. I don’t know her for a long time,only a week. But in this week we had spoken every day,all day,and you can just feel the connection. And today was one of the best day of my life. I swear I could imagine marrying this girl,and I’m not speaking as a narcissist love bomber or anything. I really believe she’s the one. I just see no way she would ever hurt me,and all she said about her past relationships,all I can do is agree with her and support her. Here’s the problem; I had taken a job opportunity a couple of weeks ago approximately 6h drive from our hometown. It would be a seasonal job until mid October. I haven’t signed any contract yet or anything but I do owe the company 200€ if I don’t go. I don’t really care about the money because I can manage that. I do care about my reputation and to try and be according to my plan what I wanna do with my life. When I made those plans I didn’t knew I might find the love of my life a week before I would need to leave the country. I wish I would’ve tell her this during our date but I didn’t wanted to ruin it. However I do want to tell her as soon as she wakes up. How could I do that without hurting her feelings even more? I’m afraid she’ll say that we shouldn’t continue this. But also I respect her,and I want the best for her. I literally can’t sleep because of the guilt that I couldn’t tell her in her eyes.