I just want to say that my post was initially just gonna say that I missed my best-friend who was forced to block me (I think) but went crazy typing out the entire story.

Prepare for a stroke from this poorly written story.

(A) Former Best Friend For Life

(B) Girl who used to like me. (Unimportant to the story)

(C) Girl I met at the retreat

(D) New girl

I met this girl (A) in 2016 when she was 14 and I just turned 15. We dated as well, but just keep reading, I'll get to it. Anyways, I met her on Kik (which was popular around that year) because of this girl (B) from my school (who had a crush on me, I didn't know) who had a bunch of her online friends message me to wish me a happy birthday. Well, soon (A) and I started talking after I thanked her for wishing me a happy birthday and we hit it off and began talking and having late night phone calls that lasted hours, from 11:00 PM to 7:00 AM. Honestly, I probably fell in-love with her at the time. Eventually, I had to go on a 3-day retreat where I couldn't breathe at the thought of wanting to text her as no phones were allowed. She and I both expected that after I come back from the retreat we made it official and date. (Unfortunately, online dating as she was in another state. Kid stuff.) While at the retreat I met another girl (C) and my dumbass was falling for her, too, and since she was local and not in another state I saw it as pretty much potential since I could actually go out on dates around the city, and while at the retreat (C) took my mind off of (A) and eventually I stupidly chose (C) over (A) so I did not ask out (A) when I got back. I did tell (A) about it and she was very heartbroken but after texting (A) again I realized I made a mistake and I apologized. I immediately dumped (C) which didn't mind much I assume because after I found out she cheated on me with 2 guys in the short span of half a week (karma) and I gave it time to earn (A)s trust and respect again and eventually we date 2-3 months later. Only for a week though, I believe she (A) left me for another girl according to her, damn. lol deserved. Remember, we were kids so all this crazy shit would go on like this. Anyways, we kept talking as friends and then two months later I date another girl (D) for a while, and during that relationship I remained friends with (A). She did move on, too. We overtime became each-others rock, and whenever we needed relationship advice or help with anything like venting and whatever, we would go to each other and I felt more comfortable sharing my problems with (A) than I was with (D) because she knew me like crazy and (D) would drive me crazy sometimes and I couldn't exactly go vent it to her (D) because obvious reasons. I dated (D) for many years after with (A) still helping me through those problems I would come to have. All in the same time, I helped (A) with all the boyfriends she came to have and their problems. Yes, they had a problem with me texting her due to me being her 1 week ex-boyfriend but I would message them and get cool with them and they would understand that I had no ill intentions and didn't want to move in on my best-friend because, no, and it could also have ruined the friendship if I had tried. (A) did mention that two years into me dating (D) she still had feelings for me and that when I first started dating (D) coincidentally right before I told her about (D) she had the plan to get back together with me and that she couldn't get over me for the next two years which I had found out about after she stopped liking me that way. Anyways, been almost a year since she's blocked me, both of us being grown adults from the kids we were and still we spent the time playing games and phone calls as we used to back then, to being blocked, not even a goodbye text. I do hope her boyfriend treats her right, just because she ain't here and abandoned me in that way doesn't mean I don't care for her. Also, doesn't mean I'm not gonna be salty.

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I gave myself a stroke while typing this because I'm sleepy as fuck and since I had already typed it I think it would be a waste to delete it.

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TLDR: Best-friend blocked me because of new boyfriend and I miss my rock, dawg. She was my rock, not in a weird way though, just as in what we called ourselves, Best Friends For Life, which was her idea. It has been a few months since she blocked me, almost a year, but I went over our chat and voice messages and I just miss my buddy. Why just throw away 8 years of being amazing friends...

Incomplete story. Comment to ask for any details I might've left out. I got lazy midway and just closed the story.