Hello this is about me and my problem with love.

A bit story for you guys about the relationship ship.

I have my best friends, we call him Max and my female best friend we call her Kim.

Kim and Max are dating for over 8 years and they are now 23/22 years old. Like i said im the best friend for both of them.

Sadly i fell deeply in love with Kim for over 2/3 years now. I would never do a risky move or try to kiss or anything. Both are people i really like, but sadly i fell in love with kim.

I enjoy every minute with her alone. I have lots of fantasies and we got really really close. Like telling super secrets, have lot of sexual topics to discuss, and enjoy each other for hours.

We often do stuff like lost place, late night drinking or just chilling or she also slept in my bed in the night with me.

I know she dosnt love me, she just really likes me and trusts me. Like i said i would never do anything or try something. But its really depressing for me. Its pain, tears and the feeling of loneliness. I want to get rid of that feeling and stop loving here but i can't:/.

Now for you guys...

How do i get rid of that love. Its such a burden for me and makes me really unhappy. I even get super jealous and sad. I know u cant decide who are you gonna fall in love with. But that really sucks.

tl;dr. Pls any advice ?