My boyfriend and I have been together for just over a year and it's been great. Our sex life was pretty normal for the first 8 or so months but around 4 months ago he told me his kink while we were drunk one night. He said he wanted to 'loan' me out to older men and have me belong to them while I'm with them (not for money or anything).

I was pretty confused by it and couldn't get it out of my mind the next day so I brought it up with him and he told me it's always been a big desire for him and basically asked me to do it. I wasn't sure at all and really shocked but eventually agreed to try it out for the new experience and to let him indulge his fantasy.

I had mixed feelings about doing it, not that I was forced into anything I didn't want to do. Just not really sure how to feel about it. Since then he has organised for me to do the same with quite a few other guys and I've done it. He's really enjoying it and wants to continue doing this regularly.

I was under the impression it would be like a one time thing but I was wrong and im worried I'll start to build a reputation among other concerns.

He is an amazing boyfriend, treats me very well and everything has always been consensual. I'm just worried whether someone with this interest truly loves me and wants to be with me forever or if I'm just an object to fulfill this fantasy.

Does this behaviour seem normal or should I be seeing the red flags?