Do I just have to keep reminding myself that whatever he needs to do for his health comes first before even trying to listen to me or see me? I can’t tell if these thoughts are racing because of possible PMS/PMDD with my IUD and hormones fluctuating like mad, either way, my sensitivity to all of this is getting in the way of my focus in life I feel. Feeling like I wish to see him right when he gets out of work when I know that’s not always reasonable, and feeling bad that I can’t be heard even if I’m listened to when I know he is tired from work and stress, is honestly getting very tiring. I wish to water the grass where I am and not be too hard on myself, though at the same time, I am trying to grow too and have to recognize these things in myself too. Any respectful perspective is appreciated, much love and light, and I appreciate everyone’s support in this. We are all in this process of living life on this earth together <3