A bit of context: I don't live in my home country, i visited over the summer and ended up dating my best friend's sister. I honestly wasnt expecting much, I've known her since I was little and never was interested in her. But once we started dating I started to fall in love. towards the end of my stay in my home country we decided we weren't gonna pursue a long distance relationship (she is in a different life stage and I was moving to another country). We continued talking until I realised it was genuinly hurting her.

Now: It's been 2 months since we last spoke and I still think about her all the time. Through friends I know she still thinks about me as well. I've been trying to push myself to meet more people knowing that this feeling is temporary, but the last few days I've thought about her more than usual. I dont really want to get over her, webdont live in the same country, but she genuinly was something else.

I honestly dont know what to do and I guess Im looking for advice or the perspective from someone who has been through something similar. I'm not sad all the time or melancholic but I do wish we were still together...