So, long story cut short… I moved out here from Indiana last September with my Wife. We’d been together for 7 years but shortly after we moved here things just didn’t work out.

Since then I’ve made some really great friends, built some good habits, and really just learned how to be alone. But god do i get so ducking lonely.

I get how important it is to be content in being alone. I mean at the end of the day people come and go and you only really have yourself. But man do i miss having someone to come home to, someone to make dinner for yada yada yada.

I constantly catch myself deleting and redownloading dating apps just to have someone to talk to and maybe go on a date with but honestly it’s such a shitty way to search for validation.

I don’t really know what kind of response I was looking for when I started making this post, but I guess it’d be nice to hear from someone that may have gone through something similar.

Does it get easier? I still miss her like crazy. Will I find anyone that will ever love me the way she did? Do I just get used to being alone?