I was dating my ex for the last 4 years and there hasn’t been an issue at all within the relationship. We never fought, had almost the exact same interests, and we had a healthy relationships with our family and friends. Around march this year she broke up with me and moved out to her own place for personal reasons regarding mental health and her past sexual assault experience she had when she was younger in her teens. It’s been a hard break up and I can’t believe one week I graduated college and then it seemed like a week later she left me and all the plans we had with eachother. But I reach out to Reddit because I have been seeing a therapist and trying to be better but when I have a bad day or a good one the one person I want to text is her. I still love her not like how I did but it’s a different love where I feel like there still may be a chance. We tried no contact but one of us either breaks it or we need something like login information that leads to talking. I’ve talked her about getting back together and stuff but it seems up in the air and idk what she wants. I just want some advice because we both aren’t fully over eachother after our last talk. We try and talk daily and we haven’t hung out but plan to do it. I’m just confused Reddit and I just need advice from someone. I planned on bringing it up to my therapist tomorrow during our session but I just want to know if I’m overthinking something that I shouldn’t be.

Side note she has seen other people and recently developed a new step in her sexuality where she believes she is bisexual. I’m happy for her and everything but this confusion on where we Stand is weird and idk what to do. I also joked about moving back in together and she didn’t shoot down the idea either but am I being delusional? Do I just need to cut off all contact? Do I try and rekindle something that meant so much to me?