I met this girl almost 2 years ago now, I asked for some advice on reddit, she replied to me and I asked her if I could PM her to explain everything better. She agreed and soon we started talking about lots of things, she was so supporting with me and always gave me good advices. For several months I just saw her as a good friend, nothing else, but right now, and from a few months back, I feel something I have never ever felt before. I love her so, so much. And I don't mean it in a romantic way, it's absolutely platonic, but I care so much about her, I want her to succeed in everything she does in life, and I want her to be by my side until the day I'm no longer alive.

I already told her about these feelings a few months back, I told her it was all platonic and we've already exchanged a few "I love you", but I'm afraid to say it too much because I understand that she might feel confused, I don't want to mess up and I'd like some advice on what to do