A few weeks ago i (male18) had finally gotten the chance to meet up with my ex (female18)and exchange our things finally and this was a pretty toxic relationship so of course that old attachment had gotten to me, during some stuff my evil eye bracelet had broke. And ever since then the worst has happened my sleep schedule has gone on down the hole causing my current girlfriend to lose a lot of hope in me and as well causing me to be late to work making me get a suspension even. Another thing to note is that my stomach has been constantly hurting with no reasonable explanation (i take lots of vitamins and have a fairly normal diet and drink lots of water besides eating out once a week) But one of the biggest things has been my need for my exes attention and relapsation as when the evil eye broke the following week i had taken some acid which was about a month ago and last week smoking weed breaking my 1 year of sobriety. I need a keen eye for stuff like this, am i cursed or am i just on a bad road and need to change coarse? PS My ex is really into spirituality and has even in the past hexed me during our middle school days as well her mom is a witch and is very strong on spiritualism and we were very toxic together and have a very odd trauma bond